I"m still here. I just dont like to get on the computer. I dont know why, but it doesnt interest me. When I do, I'll check to see if anyone else has blogged and delete all the spam from my email.
We've been busy as usual. Davis was on spring break a week or two ago. We went to see Holly Hunter's baby Avery. She is sooo cute and tiny. Holly is doing really well being a Mommy and they are just buying thier first new house. I think they will be moving in sometime around next week. I'm very proud of Holly. She is in a much better place than I was at that stage in the baby game.
We had Kay's funeral last Wednesday. It was difficult, yet it celebrated her life and love for her family. I've always known how strong my cousin is, but this last week, as she was tested the hardest, she really showed the strength that she carries around. If there is one thing that I'm grateful for, it is her strong relationship with God. He is alive and living in her broken heart and she knows that. My heart hurts for her because I know how close she is with her Mother. Like I told her, all of the things her Mother was are alive and well in Amanda. She has so many memories-and while that's not what she wants-she is very grateful to have those. In her head, her mother's death is rationalized. But in her very big heart it will hurt for the rest of her life. And that's not fair. We all know life isnt fair, but it doesnt take away pain. I know Amanda will be fine. I dont know if the pain will ever lessen-as I hope maybe it one day will-but I do know that Amanda has so many people who love her dearly and will be there in a new york minute if she needs them. Well, some of us it may take a little longer....
Amanda, I love you with my whole heart. Whatever you need, whenever you need it-I know that I can't make it better, but I can be there with you when you are hurting the most. Day or night.
In other news Davis is really trying to potty train himself. He is wearing big boy underwear only at the house. he tells me when he wants to go potty. I think he really just likes wadding up toliet paper and putting it in, but whatever works.
We went to see the place where Derek and Lisa will be getting hitched. It's in Bertram. Dot on the map. It's a nice old building and I think it will look very pretty. That will be here before we know it. July 22. We also got to have dinner w/ Jennifer and Luke. She is getting a little belly and we saw the sonogram via dvd. Luke swears (and I have to agree) that there is a winkie, but they have decided to torture me and the rest of thier friends by not finding out. In less than 6 months my Jenny will be a Mommy. And I can't wait.
We are going to plan a get-away to the Flemings. I miss my other parents and my Moe. I can't wait to see how big Sadee is! Her and Davis will have so much fun frolicking. Who knows when it will be, but Amanda wants to come see everyone as well. We'll just plan a big weekend to relax and catch up. Dont worry, we'll make reservations in time for you to have plenty of notice.
I guess I'll be going. I'm so far behind at work...and we are having a garage sale tomorrow. I'm raising money for my NEW Kenny Chesney tshirt. That's next Thursday and I absolutely CANNOT wait. Till we meet again.
Please keep AManda, Bob and William in your prayers. They would appreciate it--
Martha:]
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Amanda Napoleon
1915 Rocky Ct.
Corinth, TX 76208